chapter/day three

Dear journal, i tried blaming Finny for saving my life today. I mean, it was his fault I was up there on that limb anyways. I guess im jealous of Finny. I always have been but i would never admit that to anyone. Im also a bit insecure. I dont like Finny's attitude towards sports. He doesnt realize the bad aspects of them. When we play blitzkrieg Finny always changed the rules because he made up the game. The sport is extremely aggresive and we played with a big medicine ball. I realized that finny can be described like the weather. Hes unpredictable like it. You never know how hes going to act and the weather always changes. The only thing about Finny that doesnt change is sports. Hes good at every single one he plays. Finny also beat the swimming record today. He didnt want to tell anyone about it though because he wasnt a swimmer and he didnt want to brag. He told me that I was his bestfriend today when we went to the beach. I guess thats not a good thing concidering i have a secret rivalry against him. Im not a very loyal friend right now.